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08:17 am
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Still Here
For the two of you who probably check here, I am around. I just don't make my own entries. I'm too busy watching and commenting on other journals. However, I plan to start voicing my thoughts and putting them on FA. I will put each new "episode" as a journal entry. My first episode was made about a month ago, and I promised to make more, but I have been busy. I will crack down and make more though. I need to just talk sometimes, so why not to anyone willing to listen, right?
Here is the first episode: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/2666504
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10:16 pm
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Test thing with Perfect Answer for Me
Your result for Reincarnation Placement Exam... Deep Space Explorer63% Intrigue, 63% Civilization, 46% Humanity, 49% Urbanization. Hmm... You're a tough one to place. Your answers indicate that you like technology and education. You enjoy intrigue, adventure and chaos. You're fine with hard work and civilization. This all bodes well for an interesting, adventurous life. What makes it difficult, however, is that you don't seem to be much of a 'people person.' If you were more of a people person, we would have commissioned you aboard the Starship Enterprise. But since you don't care much for the complications of dealing with your fellow man... we have another deep-space mission, more tailored for your tastes... a way for you to enjoy the benefits of high-tech civilization without having to put up with civilization itself. Let's set you up to pursue the solo career of a deep space explorer. You can go ahead and hibernate through the boring parts of your mission, and not worry so much about being a few decades out of touch with your fellows by the time you get home. In fact, you pretty much don't have to deal with people at all, but you can still enjoy a high-flying adventure of a life. Far, far away from the madding crowd, you get to play with your scientific instruments, serve your glorious civilization, and do interesting things with strange discoveries in exotic places. The career might work out all right. Look what it did for Charlton Heston. Take Reincarnation Placement Exam at HelloQuizzy
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11:10 am
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Odd thing for a Fur to say
I haven't posted anything in a long time because I kept forgetting. That's the short of it. Sorry to those who wait on my posts with bated breath.Quick updates: Davey is 3 months old now. I will try to post pictures of him soon. Also, I quit the diet thing. I like being fat more than I like the idea of being thin. If people don't like me because I'm fat, they can eat shit. And video games are bad when you want to post written stuff on a schedule.
Now onto what the title means. What is my odd thing? Well, my mother wants me to go to Furry cons. Specifically, she wanted me to go to Anthrocon. From listening to 2 Sense, most people's parents hate the Furry fandom.
Since I wanted to hang out with Garr and Cassandra Rising, I decided to just tell my mom about the Furry fandom early. She thought it was really cool since her favorite character is Daffy Duck, an anthro duck. I even showed her my commissions from Garr and Ed The Vixen, and she liked them.
Then I told her about Anthrocon last year. She was saddened that she couldn't get time off work to take me there. I need someone to take me there since I'm too much of a sissy to go by myself into a crowded place.
The year passed by very quickly, and now Anthrocon is going on, and I couldn't make it again. When I told her about it, she asked me why I didn't go. I told her about money and no way to get there and things like that. She told me she would have given me money and to ask Garr and Cass (This was before I found out Cass wasn't going anyway) if I could go with them to the place. Amazing huh? A mother who wants me to go to a place where most of the normies think it's a sex crazed cult thing. That fucking rocks. I guess my mom is tired of me being a scared hermit and wants me to go to places with people that share my interests.
So who knows, maybe I'll be at AC next year. That would be great. I can finally see if I could be able to handle a crowd or fall into a fetal position and cry in the middle of the place. I hope it's the former.
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12:21 pm
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I gots a microphone.
Whee! I like it. It was only 25 bucks. It's a headset thing too. That means talking with people on Skype, as well as recording random thoughts that pop in my brain. Prepare for lots of "WTF"s flying over your head. Maybe. I don't want to hype it yet because I'm still just planning on stuff. The microphone sounds good so far. I hope it lasts. I'm not 2 The Ranting Gryphon, so it won't be great quality, but hey, you got to start somewhere.
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09:45 pm
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Birthday Passed and Now I'm on a Diet.
Yep, so now I'm 20. That's about it. Had a good birthday. Got some games and stuff. I've been playing them.
Today, I started a diet thing. Before you bitch at me saying shit like "Diets don't work," look up the dictionary definition of diet. Anytime you regulate your food, i.e. eat less of it, it's a diet. Shut the fuck up about that. Anyway, I'm planning on losing weight, though I'm not optimistic about it at all. I'm not even entirely sure why I want to lose weight other than to shut my family up about my health. I don't really care if I stay fat. I like food.
I'll still hate people either way because people only care about looks. When I look good, and then people start trying to be my friend, I'll probably be pissed. That's just the way it goes.
I'll probably post once a week about how it's going and how much weight I've lost or gained each week.
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11:54 am
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Birthday Tomorrow
Yep. I will be 20. Still no fucking idea what I want to do with my life. I am thinking about taking an art class on the Fall to see if I have a chance of drawing. That's a bit of a step up. Of course, if I fail the class and the teacher tells me to give up, I'll be pissed as all hell because I should have seen that coming.
Anyway, other big news. I have made three whole posts this month. I made on in February, two last month, and three this one. Is this a pattern? Will I make more and more posts as time goes on to the point I'm writing everyday? Stay tuned to M's Journal of Wolfy Doom! *Evil laughter with lightning and stuff.*
Well, I hope I start writing more. Damn laziness.
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12:44 pm
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Writing attempt
I'm just sitting here and staring at the computer screen. The white background with black text kind of hurts my eyes. That's why I have the blue background with green text. It seems easier on the eyes. Probably just my eyes through. I can imagine someone trying to read my journal and yelling "Ah! Not the neon green text! No!" It's kind of funny to think about.
Hmm... I have no idea what the fuck I'm trying to do with this or why I even have this journal. I guess it was kind of a copy off of people on my friends list. They are writing things in their journals, so I should write stuff too. That's probably it. Then again, the people on my friends list all have fans that wait for their written words like people who can't wait for the next book from their favorite author. I admit I'm one of them. I read through their journal updates as well as the journals of those who aren't even on my friends list. I doubt anyone's spooging off to the idea of my journal being updated. I should do something creative so that others can see my view of things, but I have no fucking clue what. Even writing this is a piece of uncreative shit. Eh... It's probably just a thing that all other creative people go through. They think they are uncreative.
I just give up on things after a while of feeling like I can't do it. Hell, these updates are sporadic. A lot of people say scheduled practice is the only way to get better. I'm not good with schedules unless it is something important like school or a doctor's appointment. If I don't see something as important, I won't do it. Let's face it, trying to start being creative at 20 when people can make oil paintings, whole books, or entire songs at this age is not really important, and also kind of stupid.
Well, this is all the writing I can muster up at this moment.
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10:56 pm
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My older sister pranked me
I got hit good this time. My sister called my mom and told her she was pregnant again. While my sister is a good parent, I don't think she is well enough with money to be a good parent to two kids. My niece's biological father is in need of an ass kicking, my sister's first husband left her, and now some guy got her pregnant. When I was told that news, I almost grabbed a knife and find this guy so I can cut off his dick.
Then she asked my mom, "What day is this?" And I realized I was fooled. It was a good one. She's not pregnant. I'm going to have to think up something good to get her next year though. I won't take this lying down! Mwahahaha!
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03:12 pm
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Parents' Anniversary
They've been married 23 years. Such an achievement considering I look around and see how people can't even last a year these days. My parents have gone through a lot, and yet they are still together.
Some people break up after some stupid shit like money or gaining a few fucking pounds. My parents put some faith in me that relationships can work if people tried. It just seems like that want to try pretty much died in my generation. Sure, people try other things, but in places where it counts, they'd rather say "Fuck it," and give up. I know there are places where in fact a relationship just won't work, like abuse and such things, but it seems with normal relationships that can work, people don't want. Kind of why I don't feel so bad being single.
"It's better to have loved then lost, than never to have loved at all," is a bullshit saying. Those who've wanted a good relationship, and had their hearts broken go through a worse pain than someone just being lonely. Instead of being all emo about being alone, I thank whatever is out there that I don't have to go through the kind of pain a broken heart can bring.
I'm getting off track though. For those who are in relationships, keep working at it. It will pay off. My parents have shown that. I just hope those in my generation learn from couples like my parents. Things will be a lot better.
This is M. Blue. It's time for a change.
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09:42 pm
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I got to start writing in this thing.
I'm just too freaking lazy. I can't help it. I also don't really have much to write on my own. I'm better at responding to someone else's post rather than making my own. I'm going to try to write more in this thing. I doubt I'll have a schedule about it. If I do, I'll be surprised. There won't be large paragraphs.
Damn trying to get over laziness. It's hard to.
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